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.:Monday, November 29, 2004:.

Thank you for thsi gift whoever is up there

You have answered my prayers, you have sent a wonderful person into my life

To change it and fill it with warmth and love.

Thank You.

*

There is nothing more that i can ask for,

for she is all that i can ever ask for.

Thank You.

=)



Alan gagged and reeled at 3:28 AM
 
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.:Friday, November 26, 2004:.

Just came home from a mini class outing with a few of my classmates.

It was hell load of fun!

ALot of crap talking and lame joking...hehe, and we even watched a movie

SHUTTER!

2nd time for me and boy i must say, i wasn't disappointed.

Its hard for a show to jolt you and scare you eventhough you might

have watched it before.

*

All agreed the show was excellent, but i don't know about

Aishah and Ru Ying, cos the former was covering her eyes for 60% of the movie,

while the latter was blissfully in dreamland sleeping away.

*

Clara and Hong Geh were hilarious man, haha....


The ticket stub was kept warm and cosy in my pocket

*

I'll blog more about today's happenings tomorrow morning when i'm not so tired.

Currently my eyes are closing, and my brain is working incoherently..

lol.

*

For kicks, i made a desktop wallpaper for myself.

This is it. =D



Ciao peeps.

*

I MISS yoU! I cannot believe it! Hahaha, i actually do!!!

If only you knew how i feel lah...but nvm...haha,

I MISS YOU~!~!~




Alan gagged and reeled at 3:11 AM
 
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.:Wednesday, November 24, 2004:.

This might sound weird.

But it think Elastigirl looks incredibly cute.

I know i know...she is the supposed Mother....

but....OMG, she looks so....mature...

so wife-like....so perfect....in the show..

Her hair....her eyes...Woooweet.

hur hur hur hur

And no, i do not go for older women....hahah



Alan gagged and reeled at 11:45 PM
 
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.:Tuesday, November 23, 2004:.

Had a wonderful afternoon/evening nap just now.

And obviously had a dream lah....

weird dream as always.

I dreamnt i was hugging someone...bleh,

basically the entire dream was about people hugging lah

i heard on the "radio" (in my dream) the DJ saying,

"If you love someone, go ahead and give them a BIGGG

HUG
"

*

And so i did...i hugged someone that felt remarkably like

her

Bleh.

>_<

*

Then suddenly found myself with Her at some beach.

It was surrealy real because i could smell her and we started

chatting...laughing....playing with other...

until when i suddenly woke up,

Her turned out to be my bolster soaked in my perspiration.

URGH>

>_<





Alan gagged and reeled at 8:36 PM
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What i'm gonna wear for Grad Night.

1) A nice simple Business shirt

2) A Nice simple Necktie

3) A nice simple pair of Business shoes

4) A nice simple pair of black business socks

5) A nice simple black leather belt

and

6) A funky hairdo. Haha, my typical Alan style lah.

Urgh

Why?

NO $$$

Hah.

My dad suggested a Second hand suit from the

Salvation Army

Maybe, why not try it out huh, maybe i can get something real good.

lol




Alan gagged and reeled at 1:40 AM
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Just came back from my cousin's wedding.

One word to describe it

Beautiful

Yeap, blissful marriage.

She and her Husband have been dating for 7-8 years!

Wow.

*

The wedding was held in Hyatt Hotel

and during the wedding, one thing struck me.

It really isn't necessary to get a girlfriend so soon

yeap, because come what may, if we choose to force fate

our happy endings will elude us.

But if we late fate take its course....

then i believe we will find the right person, just like how

my cousin found her future husband.

*

BLissful, just blissful.

*

You could feel the undying love between the both of them, though they married only

last saturday, but really, they were eachother's

i believe,

many years ago.

*

Oh wells, one by one, cousin after cousins are gettign married.

Have to attend another cousin's wedding this comign dec,

and another next year.

Wow.....thats like...

Fast.

Hahha.



Alan gagged and reeled at 1:35 AM
 
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.:Monday, November 22, 2004:.

Can i swear?

ok...


$@*&#(*%^)@&!!!! *#^$(*@#!$)!@&$)&!!!!!!

This paper is soo....@*@^$*(@!!!!!


*

WTH, nothing i studied for came out in any major question.

I spotted human repro for essay

because that is what usually comes out.

But noooo.... nothing on repro came out.

Not even all the farktard bio jargon i studied.

No Spermatogenesis, no menstrual cycle, no ovarian cycle...

NOTHING!

The essay, i'm only 60% confident.

first part...did not study, so i just tried to smoke my way through.

The other two, really unconventional questions.

But i've checked the net, and thank God,

my answers are in large part.

Correct.

So out of 20 marks for essay, maybe er...12?

I hope...

Rest of Option was rather normal, mostly on suggest and infering...

not much facts needed....

bloddy Cambridge Buggarts

If only the essay had something on Human repro or Hormonal cycles.

I tell you, Cambridge will DROWN in my ink.

I swear!

Urrrgh.

*

It does not justify me getting all scared shitless read previous post

over this paper!


*

On a happier note, feeling quite alright for Bio, maybe a B...i hope..

But i don't want to feel too overly confident, because still,

there IS a possibility of me screwing it up.

=(

Now left 2 papers, BIO MCQ and Bio Ass.

For MCQ, i'm going to gun for at least 35, it will help me pull up my grades.

Urgh...I hope....I HOPE.

*

My stomach is full of gas...but the thing is,

i cannot expell it out.

Hence, my stomach is under alot of gaseous tension....

=(




Ouch


Cambridge buggarts, i hate you all!!!





Alan gagged and reeled at 4:47 PM
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Bio option paper in 2 hours

and i'm scared

SHITLESS

Ahhhh..........

All the hormones...FSH, LH, Oestrogen, Progesterone,

hCG, HGH, TRH, TSH, GnRH, Calcitonin,

Thyroxine.....

Spermatogenesis, Spermiogenesis, Oogenesis,

follicular phase, menstrual cylce, ovarian cycle,

BMR, double fertilisation, capacitation, acrosomal reaction, cortical reaction,

fertilisation, parturition.....


AHHHHHHHH~~~~



Alan gagged and reeled at 11:59 AM
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My mum bought this for me.

And i'm ?????????



What for???

I mean, i'm not REALLY that interested in looking

all powder faced and fair...

>_<







Hahahahahahahahah



Alan gagged and reeled at 6:02 AM
 
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.:Tuesday, November 16, 2004:.

Anybody remembers these childhood heroes?



The days when Singapore football was all the rage,

unbeatable, they were the equivalent of what Man Utd or Real Madrid is

to the youngsters today.

*

Back in the days when Kallang Stadium will be filled to the brim with

Singaporean fans dressed in Red, without the organisers having to ask.

The days when the Nat. Stadium will erupt in deafening cheers

when the likes of Fandi,

Abbas Saad, Lee Man Hom, Steven Tan,

Lim Tong Hai or Abdul malek

scored a goal.

Or when David Lee pulled a superb save in front of the net.

Back in the days when Singaporeans will proudly don the Jersey and flaunt it

to the visitors.

Back in the days when the Kallang Wave was done spontaneously...

when visiting teams from M'sia will shudder at the sight of the Proud Lions

and

when Keropok chips were never used as projectiles to be thrown at the

Lions.

Back in the days when Singapore won almost every game

and Singaporeans will travel in gargantuous groups to stadiums in

M'sia to support the Lions if they were in the finals (which was quite common)

*

I vividly remember being part of one such group that filled an

entire train enroute to Shah Alam Stadium,

for the FAM Premier League Finals of 1994.

And waiting an entire night to leave the stadium,

because it was fully packed with Singaporean fans,

from all walks of life,

all races,

all religions,

but bounded by one dream, one goal, one ambition.

To see Singapore lift the Malaysia Cup

*

The pride, the memories, the legacy,

have all disappeared.

Now what are left with are just memories of the once

great and indestructable,

Lions of Singapore.





Sad.




Give me back those memories once again.


Alan gagged and reeled at 4:10 AM
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Another song i found.

Its a very meaningful Gospel song. =)

Sung by a Christian Band called Third Day.

*

Third Day - Love Song

Love Song Lyrics
Artist: Third Day
Album: Offerings


I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of Calvary

Just to be with you,I'd do anything
There's not price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give anything
I would give my life away


I've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It can never be done
I've never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea

Just to be with you,I'd do anything
There's not price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give anything
I would give my life away


I know that you don't understand the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sins
And I know you don't realize how much that I gave you
But I promise, I would do it all again

Just to be with you, I did everything
There's not price I did not pay
Just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave my life away


*

Tomorrow is Stats paper.

Wish me luck!

=)







Alan gagged and reeled at 3:01 AM
 
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.:Sunday, November 14, 2004:.


Hillsongs - Worthy is the Lamb

Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crown
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

*

A nice song i downloaded. =)

*

On another note,

Selamat
Hari
Raya
Adilfitri

to all my
Muslim peeps out there!


You guys earned it!!

so...

Let the feast begin!

Gonna go down to a family friend's

place (like i do every Hari Raya) to soak up some

festive spirit and eat her delicious RENDANG!!!

OMG..can't wait Hahahahaha!!!

YUM YUM.

*

Completed half of my stats revision already..looking good

=)



Alan gagged and reeled at 11:11 AM
 
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.:Friday, November 12, 2004:.


Always - Jon Bon Jovi

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I wish I was him
With these words of mine
To say to you till the end of time

That I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Always,Always

*

I have finally allowed myself to let you go.

And this time i keep my word.

One last time,

i love you.

take care..



Alan gagged and reeled at 10:46 PM
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When you all make fun of me,

if i do not say anything, it does not mean i have nothing to say.

If i laugh it off, it does not mean that it doesn't hurt.

If i seem ignorant about it, it does not mean that i've forgotten about it.

If i do not seem to feel sad about it, it is because i'm hiding my sadness within me.

If i do not retaliate, it is because i do not want to spoil the friendship.

If i do not feel anfry about it, because i try not to get angry over friends.

If i seem to have forgotten about it, it is because i've forgiven you.

*

Sigh..

Hardly anyone understands how much they're words can hurt me so.


Alan gagged and reeled at 5:29 PM
 
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.:Thursday, November 11, 2004:.

Reynn stayed over for a day yesterday.

Initially intended to watch "Shutter" at GV Yishun

but since he was coming over, i had to forgo it

But it wasn't much of a problem

because i still had a ball of a time.

*

After he came, shared some mp3s from his comp and mine,

and decided to catch a midnight movie.

But alas, we were so caught up in SNL that by the time we reached

GV Yishun, it was already too late.

So bought E-Thirty Three, some snacks and headed down to Yishun park

to hang out.

Lol.

*

Just came back from a movie with Reynn.

We watched Shark Tale at Causeway point cause he had to meet his

dear mummy to get cash.

lol.

*



Hmm, about the movie, rather run-off-the-mill kinds.

As in it isn't that funny nor cute like Finding Nemo.

Somehow, when you create a film that has the exact same setting as

its much successfull predecessor, people cannot help but start comparing

Firstly, the storyline was rather bland, not to mention anti-climatic as well.

Secondly, the characters are just too......well.......nevermind.

Thridly, this is SO NOT a family movie. It has strong sexual connotations

and references at certain points of the film.

But perhaps, the only thing nice about this film is that

the cinema will be rather empty so you can strecth your legs and

place your bags on all the empty seats available.

Bleh.

6/10 stars.

>_<


But a decent effort nonetheless.

*

Other movies i hope to watch soon, apart from Shutter.


Ahha...a testosterone packed kaboom extravaganza. This should be interesting. The trailer itself is nice. =)


What can i say, CGI cartoons are jsut everywhere. But i hear ita funny. So i'm gonna watch it. =)

*

Oh and this is a photo which i found on my pri sch classmate's friendster.

It is rather pixelated as it has been downsized by Friendster.


IF you want to know where Al is, he is ont he extreme left, 2nd row. Yes, that dark, fat ugly piece of excretment. >_<


Well, gotta go study now.

=)








Alan gagged and reeled at 11:08 PM
 
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.:Wednesday, November 10, 2004:.

There is this new movie. A thai horror flick.

Heh.

It is titled (click to see website),



Shutter


It is basically about how this couple, accidentally begin

having spirits appear in their photographs after a car accident

from which they fled.

*

The website is interesting because they have also included

some pictures of apparent ghosts.

i like.....

This film was inspired by a historical riot

which occured on the 14th of October, 1973.

A democratic riot in Thailand that saw many people getting killed.

Apparently, photos taken on that day drew much attention,

for the simple fact that "spirits" appeared in photos taken from that event.

Interesting eh?

*

It opens on the 18th of Nov.

But GV is sneaking it already

So maybe i'll go catch it later.

Heh.

=)

*

Such a nice morning!

Wooooweet!

*

My stomach feels

bloated and gassy

*urgh*

>_<



Alan gagged and reeled at 6:25 AM
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Being awake at 0500 under diferent circumstances

is interesting.

At least for today, my 0500Hrs isn't peppered with bursts

or apprehension adn anxiety.

It is so relaxed.

Hahahaha.

Wee~

*
Gonna watch a movie later!

I like~~

Muahaha, wonder if she can come along with me

so at least not so ji muo



Alan gagged and reeled at 4:54 AM
 
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.:Tuesday, November 09, 2004:.

Just got home.

Been awake for 24 hours flat.

And i'm very much surprised.

because not only did i managed to keep awake while mugging.

I actually did two papers.

Bio and maths.

Without much of a rest.

Was in school from 0730 onwards.

Only left at near 1800.

*

Maths ended at 1700.

Gosh.

*

It is a huge relieve and load off my back now that biology and MCP1 is over.

7 days break.

Been looking forward for a complete rest before i hit the books again.

*

I learnt one thing from my bio paper today.

and that is CJC's Bio notes are have up to 60% irrelevant!

These 60% of useless infomation

nearly made me cry last night when i just could not handle

that much biological knowledge.

*

I was filled with apprehension when i went school today.

But when i saw the paper, thankfully,

i was able to smile.

*

MC9233 was slightly different this year.

They upped the intensity level.

As in there were more questions.

Though easy, some were horrendously tedious.

Like the Differential Mathematical Induction

Thank God that i read through that part of MI.

I even spotted that Binomial will be the normal kind,

not the divergent binomial expansion.

Looks like someone up there was looking out for me

*

Other than that, the maths paper on the whole.

Was a good experience. For once i left the hall confident

of secure an A if i do not screw up my

Stats paper next week.

Pray hard that i don't.

I want at least an A on my cert.

Hopefully, biology will be a break for me as well.

and i'll be able to walk away with a B or if better an A.

As for chem, i'm looking no lesser than a B.

*

GP?

Hmm highly unpredictable.

will not attempt to forsee.

*

Overall, my A level experince has so far been

positive and hmmm, optmistic?

haha.

Ok, i need to have some sleep.

I've almost forgotten how sleeping actually feels like.

Bah.

*

BTW had Pasta with bro, des and halim at PastaM TPY.

Heh, had my vongole.

It has been a while since i laid my erm,

mouth on it.

Haha




Alan gagged and reeled at 7:29 PM
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Bio bio bio.

I love yet hate you at the same time.

Bleh.

Am feeling confdent for MC9233.

Finished revision in record time!

2 hours plus.

Hah

*

I just hope not to screw up the paper tomorrow.

it is my future afterall




Alan gagged and reeled at 3:28 AM
 
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.:Monday, November 08, 2004:.

I just do not know what to think anymore.

All the times we've shared.

The happiness, the memories.

Are all a misty fog.

Superficial, dispersive it has become.

*

Reading our past conversations,

slams the heavy truth upon my head.

That things just aren't the same anymore.

*

Perhaps i'm just trudging along this path.

This path of self-destruction.

For a reason so trivial, yet at the same time,

so important to me.

I'm failing to see what is ahead of me, yet i also fail to see

what has passed me by.

I walk ahead blindly,

never to realise i'm actually walking around in circles.

*

I came with the hope to do well,

yet now i leave with the hope of barely scraping through.

My motivation is but a flickering glimmer of the fire

which used to burn brightly.

*

Maybe i keep too many things within me,

but my only source of solace

derives itself from my one source of pain.

Tell me, in such ambiguity, how is one to discern?

I dare say that i feel deeply for you.

If not why will i still clamour on for even a single thread of hope.

This invisible thread is but an illusion,

to return my life back to normal.

*

I'm tired.

I'm exhausted.

Yet i still have the strength to hold on.

Why?

Is it beause i want to out of pride?

Is it because i'm holding on out of being possesive?

No.

I'm holding on because i still see a future for the both of us.

and because i still love you

*

But sadly...








you don't anymore.

*

Out of fun i did this.

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Alan gagged and reeled at 11:01 PM
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I....need......to......stop......all.....these....

rubbish.......from..infiltrating.....

my....mind.......and.......distracting......

ME



Alan gagged and reeled at 10:47 PM
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I just woke up from an 6 hour nap

I feel terrible

But it is ok.

I will survive.

*

Tomorrow i have Bio P2 and MC9233 P1.

Urgh.

Killer day.

*

I dreamnt of her again.

This time i dreamnt i met her at Zouk.

With her poly pals.

But i went there alone. Loser right?

In the dream, we didn't talk, just smiled.

But as usual, it felt so real.

I could smell the liquor

the fruits, the smokey atmosphere.

Then somehow, all of a sudden, the people all disappeared.

Everyone, including she and her friends.

Alone and lonely, i wandered around the place.

And only to finally wake up on my bed, alone as usual.

I guess it is a sign that indeed.

I am alone.

*

Hate this feeling



Alan gagged and reeled at 7:50 PM
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too tired to think

too tired to move

too tired to continue contemplating it.

I need sleep.

*

Just so you know.

Chem was fine for me.

I hope i can secure my A.

*

ZZZZzzz



Alan gagged and reeled at 11:50 AM
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Tell me,

am i really so hard to love?

Is it so impossible that we can never be together again?

Must i give up feelings for you?

Must i pretend to no longer love you?

*

Why do you not want to give me,

no, US

another chance?

Why?



Alan gagged and reeled at 1:56 AM
 
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.:Sunday, November 07, 2004:.

Reading your archives really make you realise

how much you have been through

and how much yu have learnt.

I know i should be studying, but my motor isn't kicking yet.

Tomorrow is Chemistry Paper 2

Therafter it will be BIO P2 and MC9233 P1

on tuesday.

Urgh.

I do not want to screw up my As but i feel that i will.

I want to cry.

=(

*

I miss her.

Dang.



Alan gagged and reeled at 6:05 PM
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It is official

I have completely screwed up my biological clock.

Alright, so i stayed up the entire night last night studying,

only slept at 12pm today.

Weirdly enough, i had my "supper" at 10am.

It sure felt like supper rather than breakfast.

My body clock is behind by at least 12 hours.

Eventhough it is 0033 Hrs now.

My body tells me it is only 12pm.

Well it sure feels like it is 12 pm to me.

OMG!

This has grave implications for my A levels!

Hence, i have two options for my As.

1) Stay awake through the night and take my papers in the "night" (read : Daytime 8am"

OR

2) Take the risk and sleep, only to wake up evenmore tired.

Frig man

-_-

Time for lunch. Haha






Alan gagged and reeled at 1:21 AM
 
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.:Saturday, November 06, 2004:.

I simply love Sony Ericsson Phones!

I'm currently using my trusty T610.

Haha, but i intend to retire it in a year's time.

By then, i hope to at least get my hands on one of these babies!

*

V800

Only available in UK as of now.

3G enabled with a 1.3 Megapixel Camera.







This phone is a hot chick man haha i'm gonna get it one day.

It even includes force feedback for the cool 3D Java games they have!

OMG!

*

As of now, these are my lower expectations, but nonetheless

wishes as well.

S700i

This Phone is one hot looker. Woot.

Same functions as the V800 except no force feedback for the games

i like the swivel design!


Yum yum....*drools*


Slurp!


Simply devine with a 1.3 Megapixel camera to boot.


This phone is not a Phone with a camera.

It is a Camera with a phone

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The ubiquitous K700i.

still a beauty nonetheless. =P


I like its chic looking brushed Aluminium bod. With a few nifty extras
here and there.This phone is a must have.That is of course, if you can afford the S700i or V800, then the formers will be more informed choices =)


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That should be about it for now.

I'm just taking a break from studying

Have to hit the books soon again.

By the way, you should know by now that i'm a

Sony Ericsson fan, so never expect

me to carry around a Nokia or any other brand of phones.

Hehe, kinda extravagant don't you think?

But hey, SE is my kind of style. =)

Clean, straight cut and good to look at.

haha and yes i like metallic parts. A far cry from the

cheapo feel of Nokia plastics. =)







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Hah, talk about friendly relations

Looks like the J3s aren't gonna be needed anymore.

Bummer.

>_<


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Now this is absolutely weird

It freaks me out.

It is now 0810 hours.

and i've not slept yet!

Yeap, i burned the entire night studying. Hmm, managed to clear vectors.

Now i do not fear vectors at all. I can do almost all questions

i attempted on vectors.

Kinda proud and happy.

haha.

Maybe i'll go for a swim to burn off the excess enrgy and then sleep.

Wake up in the evening to continue studying.

Today must complete Bio revision.

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Here are more pics that have been uploaded.



2T33 informal class picture 2004



A group photo of all the National Day Parade Participants. Most are uniformed group members. While the rest are calaflairs like me. Bleh.
Alan is on the extreme left on the second row from the front. =P


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Some of my favourite Grad Day pics. =)

These are kinda big, not to mention quite alot as well

so it may take a while for all to load. =)

i'm just bored lah


This is the view i always like to indulge in during lessons. Always wondered
what was in the house. Guess i'll never get to know.


Mama Lok. =P


Philene. Bleh this candid pose kinda shows her bubbly self.


4 out of 6 guys in 2t33. Hong Geh, Ying Jie, myself and Ping Cheun.
M.I.A - Lincoln and Mario


Siong Chew and I. He is one of my Juniors whom i have good conversations with.
Gonna miss him. =)


Jean Yong, My successor for CJCSC. Jean! I have faith in you!


Zong Lun (CAC VP), myself and Aaron in Beng poses. Kinda failed i guess.


Andrea and me outside the Audi. =)


Halim, Loke and myself. =)


Cousins for real. Steph and me. =)


My dear bubbles! Bleh =P Rena and me in a candid shot.


Rena, Hong Geh and myself outside the Audi after the ceremony


Matty "Moo-moo" and me in front of the Council Rm door.


Gughan and me at the Quadrangle =)


I will never forget this sentence that i peer up to every single day.
I miss CJ already. =(


The always helpful and friendly Mr. Thomas Quek!


CJCSC Teacher In Charge. Mr. Tan Jek Suan. =)


Mrs. Low (CJC VP) with Philene and myself. Mrs. Low is a very helpful
and an endearing lady. She is almost like my God-Ma in CJ. =)


Chi Sheng and I in Audi before the Grad ceremony.


My seatmate throughout the 2 years. Ping Cheun!!!


The pond will always be my place of respite and solace.


Clara and myself at Marche after Grad Day.
Notice our Blue Graduation Collar Pins =)


The classmates who went to Partyworld to Sing KTV. lol It was fun!


Clara, Lai Quinn and Adeline posing for a picure in the KTV room =)


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Oh man, its 0910 already, i've spent 1hr at the computer!!

OH MY GOSH!

I need to get back to study.

Study study study.

Tok xu tok xu tok xu tok xu

du su du su du su du su du su du su

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Bye people!












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Yes, something happy happened today.

My precious Sony Ericsson Headset is finally alive!



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For the record, it died a dreadful death by drowning in my

washing machine 7 or more months back.

But finally, its alive yet again!

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No more lonely train rides back,

or boring Days for me.

I can finally bring my radio everywhere i go.

Yay.

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GP paper was fine, seemed that the only useful thing that i studied

for

How to write Argumentative essays

proved essentially useful.

The rest was ratehr useless.

I wrote the essay about

"Discuss the appeal and value of Fantasy stories and films"

A risk, yes you can say that.

This is the first time i'm writing something so...

General.

No terrorism, no Globalisation, no Regional affairs.

Hmm, i hope my risk pays off.

So far i'm the only bugger i know who wrote this essay.

>_<

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Hmm, wanted to upload all my class photos, but it is taking too long

to be uploaded.

So i'm just gonna post my individual shots.

Hah

Yes yes i know. narcissistical me right?



My informal pose. Apart from the high socks that i now
occasionally wear, i like my hair. =)



my Formal class photo. Khus is on the bottom left, while flea is
at the bottom right. =)

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thats all i guess.

Once i have uploaded all my pictures, i will post them here.

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OH! What do you know!

These two uploaded just in the nick of time!

Haha




29th Student Council 2004

Top row (L-R): Evelyn, Steph, Des, Halima, Mel
Mid Row (L-R): Ms Nathan, Mr Leong, Siang Ping, Aaron, Gen, Sean, Loke, Ms Giam, Ms Soong
Bottom Row (L-R) : Andrea G, Rena, Me, Bro Paul, Mr Tan JS, Philene, Halim, Andrea B



Taken during National Day 2004 assembly. Beside me is Jean, my successor as Pres of CJCSC. =)


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In the meantime, its A levels time.

Goodbye people.

BTWQ, nah nur sarang-he



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.:Friday, November 05, 2004:.

Hmmm, just realised something interesting

My blog crashes Firefox

Firefox is something like IE by the way

Haha, great apologies to firefox users, i didn't know about it.

Hmmm some say my width is also off, but you know what

it looks perfectly fine on my window because your computer resolution

is not set at 1024 X 768

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This is my blog and i should make it to my own preferences.

If i am to accomodate and change my width or settings,

just because it cannot be properly displayed on other user's windows.

Then just too bad.

I won't

It fits my window and i like how it looks.

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Here is how it should look like

The main column is directly in the center,

with two black strips equally spaced apart.

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Oh Well, back to study





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.:Thursday, November 04, 2004:.

The echo of my empty heart is deafening.

The darkness of my soul is blinding.

What else is there left for me to continue on fighting?

Why can't you tell that you're the love of my life?



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.:Wednesday, November 03, 2004:.

I....cannot carry on

without you


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