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Booking in again...
hope this will be my last book in into SISPEC..
Been praying very hard for the past few days.
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To someone,
Oh well, i see that u've decided to hitch the same old ride again.
Not surprised i might add...
But hey, like i once told u, why torment urself..
i really do not understand....
But i hope this time, u'll be more positive about it and
well, stay strong...friends will always be around for you.
*
Goodbye everyone.
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Alan gagged and reeled at
8:09 PM
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Obessessed....obsessed....obsessed i am....
Obsessed i've been.....
Urgh
>_<
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Alan gagged and reeled at
10:24 AM
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Oh well, back from another week of training in sispec.
Been a thoroughly exhausting week i must say.....lots of running...chioning...
camo cream......and...SOC!!
But thankfully i've managed to pass my SOC yet again,
within my time limit set for myself.
I'm proud of my achievement.
Been feeling much better in SISPEC...
now that some of my platoon mates sort of look up to me....eversince i
became the Leader Seargeant Major....an appointment rank given the trainees
to fully exploit their leadership skills.
i.e to say, i'm the Company IC....in charge of 159 men in Golf Coy.
Being the LSM is mentally tiring..
cause at every second of the day, i must be able to account
for the strength of the company..and there are trainees who constanly
book in and out...report sick....excuse...etc
So this makes life difficult for me...got screwed by my OC b4...
screwed by my sergeants....
but they know that i've been doing my job...so naturally after a while,
they left me alone.
Occasionally shouting instructions for me to pass down to them.
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Yesterday after we had our 5 Km run, i did something whihc i bet
no one has ever done b4....
i knocked my entire company down...
all 159 of them when down in pumping position the moment i said
"Whole lot knock it down!"
But i did it not because of power abusion....
i had to do it as the coy was getting out of control.
But being the person that i am, i do not like imposing
my authority over the, but rather using logic
and commonsense to lead them.
Term ends tomorrow...
no more sleepless nights doing tedious admin work....
being the first in the entire Coy
to wake up....
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This is the Rank arm slide that LSMs and appointment holders wear...
This is worn on the left sleeve of the Smart 4 during non-outfield exercise/activities...
The Outfield version is red in colour.
A closer look at the Gold embroidery.
Ahaha....i placed this here for fun.....a 3Sgt Rank...
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Next week will be evenmore tiring...and stressful again as it is assessment week.
Whole week i will be outfield...doing section battle drills...
chionging hills....proning in mud laden soil....
firing blanks (Plastic bullets with the same amount of gun powder,
but no projectile).....
lots of it....just imagine..
in one day of training alone, i fire on average, about 150-200 blanks...
That is even more than what i fired during the whole of fieldcamp back in BMT.
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I must perform to the max if i wanna crossover....but for my dream
I will perform....
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Gonna meet Gayeong now for breakfast...heheh.....so fun so fun so fun!!!
Been a while since i last saw her.
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From my posts i guess you can tell how tired i am....
Sorry ah.....tired u 'noe..
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OCS, here i come!
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Alan gagged and reeled at
7:34 AM
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I know i said i will update..but i'm tired
and exhausted both mentally and physically.
Sorry about that...
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Man..i feel the drag already....3 more weeks to go....
I want to crossover...i want...
Its my dream..my aspiration...
Don't let me disappoint myself.
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Goodbye yet again for another week.
I miss all my friends...i miss everyone.
i miss the laughter i have with them...
I miss her hugs....i miss being hugged
I miss hugging people i love...
I miss telling them how much they mean to me face to face...
I miss my long hair...
i miss CJ, i miss Council..
I miss rushing for school int he morning carrying with me my notes...
I miss putting on my Council badge with pride everyday...
I miss being free...
But for my dreams, i must sacrifice it all....
i miss it all...
I really really really do.....
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Alan gagged and reeled at
7:02 PM
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Oh well, time to book in yet again.
Looking forward to the Navex.....hehe
hope i wun horlan (get lost)....
most probably won't bah...
=D.
Will update about my Navex the first thing i book out on Sat night...
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Goodbye everyone and do take good care of yourselves.
=D
Alan gagged and reeled at
7:18 PM
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With Pride, i will lead,
With faith, i will fight,
With persistence, i will endure,
With Will, i will Win
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I will maintain my mental strength and keep focused on
my goal.
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Do or die, i will achieve it.
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Alan gagged and reeled at
9:02 AM
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Booked out today only to book in tomorrow.
SISPEC trainning is getting interesting, lots of lectures on weapons and
basic skills such as nacigation.
=)
As for fitness, i can finally confidently say that i've managed to pass my SOC.
My personal best of 10 min 20 secs (based on my own watch..the PTI's are highly off).
It may not be much to some,
but to me it is an achievement considering that in BMT, i've always
ran 12min13secs. That is a whole 2 mins chunk shaved off my SOC timing.
=)
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Next week will be lots of fun, Navex (navigational Exercise) the whole week plus lots of lessons.
A projected rough break down of my week to come.
Monday : Leactures and technical handling on *weapon cannot be disclosed*
Tuesday : SOC trial test (I must pass again!!) ,
Wednesday : Navi practical test plus more technical handling
Thursday : Ex. Gypsy 1 (Navex)
Friday : Ex. Gypsy 2
Saturday : Morning, SOC test (Targetting <10 mins)
Exercise Wanderer, a navi test, tekong island wide..
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Looking forward to the days ahead.
The crunch time is fast approaching and i'm geared up for it.
=D
SOC, here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Alan gagged and reeled at
9:36 PM
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