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I've been having many weird dreams of late. From what used to be an empty blank bubble, my mind is now permeated with thoroughly queer and interesting scenarios -_-". Hmm, i really wonder whats the meaning of all these. Perhpas it because i've been sleeping too little of late and my mind is running amock? Haha, i fail to comprehend that possibility.
Perhaps the only really interesting part of this week is the boat ride that i got to enjoy during the men's coastal swim on tuesday. Being the Boat commander, i was tasked to launch all the safety boats and bring it to Pasir Ris Beach from seletar camp. Once we were out to the straits of Singapore, i just told the boatmen to crank the throttle all the way, sending the boat in a mad, hurried dash across the sea. It was exhiliration, purely multiplied and magnified.
However, after that short span of adrenaline, it was to be 4 hours of pure boredom as i watched the trainees swim 2 km in the open seas. Sitting in the boat and putting myself at the mercy of nature, i had to bark instructions and ensure safety of the guys (so that no one drowns). Then of all times, i'm not sure if its a blessing or a curse, it had to rain. Compounded by the fact that i did not bring along my Goretex jacket, i was left stranded in the rain, barebodied, freezing my toenails off. Haha. Kinda reminded me of my Taiwan experience of Ex. Warrior during my SISPEC training days. The rain stopped, then the sun came out, delivering a massive blow of hot, scorching sun, only for it to rain again.
Well, naturally, after the whole bashing my nature, i was left sunburnt AND freezing. Hahah
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For this whole week i've been listening to this song by Li Sheng Jie, called
"shou fang kai/手放开/letting go". Its a very ncie song about how a guy locves his girl too much, but he finds it pointless to carry on with the relationship, hence his last way of showing hat he loves his girl is to let her go. Its a very powerful song that evokes alot of emotions. Haha, but the lyrics are so packed that if you don't listen hard enough, you will not be able to pick up the lyrics and its meaning. It is only when you read the lyrics, do you then fully appreciate the song.
手放开
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开城门对着夜幕发呆
看着往事 一幕一幕 再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱 我学不来 眼睁睁看情变坏
眼睁睁看情感慨
不能给你未来 我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待 当眼泪留下来
伤已超载 分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台 有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌 写着等待
不能给你未来 我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待 当眼泪留下来
伤已超载 分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋 最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台 有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌 写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋 最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台 有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌 写着等待
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
哽咽的声音彷佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖 还在胸怀 我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开 感情中专心的人容易被伤害
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Tomorrow is my 1st month with dear. =) How time seems to pass so fast. Haha, but i really do wish that i'll be able to spend more quality time with her, not just alwasy scrimping out 1-2 hours in the evening. Haha. =) Dear, ILY. =)
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Some random funny pics of the day.
Brings a whole new meaning to "Emoticons"
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9:31 AM
0 people shizzled my nizzle
..:: Semper Paratus, Sine Mora ::..
