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Went to the Yishun Stadium gym just now. I must say, its not bad! For $2.50 i can work out for as long as i want, that is of course until closing time which is kinda early (8pm). But as for the machines, it is well equipped and most importantly, well-maintained No weorn out seats, worn out handle bars or rusty ones at that. The treadmill is new with a nice view to boot.
The crowd is also not bad, made up mainly of housewives, students and NSmen or NSFs, unlike Cali which is well, made up of a different kind of crowd. =)
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As i reached there at 1850, i could only work out for an hour which was quite sufficient for me i guess. =)
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I've decided to block out this entire post because i think its too much oif an info overload....if you have the patience, then by all means read...if not then ignore it totally...
Been thinking of asking her out for a movie, but she seems busy, not replying my sms-es at all. I don't deny that she is on my mind all the time, but i must be realistic, she is going back Korea soon and i cannot possibly maintain a Long distance relationship with her should it even occur. So all i can do now is try to spend as much time with her before she flies back for 3.5 years. I will really miss her very very very much when she goes back Korea. She is so special to me, and i treasure her alot. The times we've shared, whether is it just the walk home to her place, the few movies we've watched or the few dinners we had together, it is all a special memory to me. She may not feel the same towards me, but ultimately i chose to follow my heart which is her, but being pragmatic and sensible, i know it will only end up in pain and hurt should i choose to force or walk down the path i so want to take. I must be practical, i must be pragmatic, i must be matured enough to know the consequences. i must not hurt myself unecessarily or her for that matter.
Yes i want to be with her, share her happiness, her joys, be there for her when she is down, make her smile when she cries, make her laugh when she is feeling the blues, stand by her, protect her and make her feel special. But knowing what i know and being who i am, i know it is all not possible. So i can either only wait, or completely let go.
The answer can only be answered with time, no one can answer it except time. 3.5 years is a long time. Even if we do not ever get together, at least i know we are still good friends. Sigh...such is the nature of Love
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Ga Yeong, Nol ichulsu opsulkoya, no opshi salsun opso. Nol onchena sarang-halkoya. Nal kidalyo cho!!
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