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.:Monday, September 26, 2005:.

Today ended quite early with nothig much to do.....spent the morning atr Pasir Laba Camp doing the electronic range...missed Marksman by 3 shots...damned. =( But at least i was one fo the better few....lol.

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Hmm, came back to camp and immediately went off to do drill rehearsal for the Lt. Gen from Indonesia coming down to Dieppe Barracks this Thursday.....so more sedias, Hormat Senjatas.....senang di-ris... I just became fairer only to turn darker...

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Tomorrow still have rehearsals....in addition to my 12km Fast March Test which will take place in the morning. Its gonna be OTOT so i really need to find someone whom i can pace with..perhaps Raj since i'm quite accustomed to his pace anyway.

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Sigh.....you know, i've not felt like that for a very long time, this feeling of longing for someone, since...last year i guess when B3 broke up with me. I thought i won't have to feel this pain again, yet this year, right about the same time as last year, i have to feel it all over again. I won't deny that i'm better prepared this time around. However, it still hurts lah...i mean..unless you are a piece of rock or stone, i'm pretty sure you will at least feel something if you had true feelings for someone right.

Urgh, i will try....no..no more tries.

I WILL move on from now on, I think not only is it impractical, its unwise and throughly unpragmatic to continue the way i am. It will not sustain, better to remain as friends now *nods*.

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ANYWAY, Phlogger is finally up and running....heh, see the window to your right, its my mobile blog...yeap, i posted one phlog last night, yeap. Quite surprised its actually working again, after nearly a year's hiatus from my blog. Hahaha.

Sigh, i think i might go to the Gym to build myself up, been feeling flabby and unfit of late. Heh.

Take care y'all.

- Alan PTM

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