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.:Monday, March 21, 2005:.

Watched SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS just now....

alone as usual..haha, it was hilarious.

Absolutely worth the $8.50 i paid for. Again, some parts of the movie

reminded me of my troubles...not exactly troubles, but rather..

obstacles in my path.

*

Been receiving very encouraging comments on my chatbox.

Thanks alot...to whoever u are, posting them. =)

Oh well, 2 months of hardwork begins tomorrow.

I will surely do my best and remain as committed to my cause as much as possible.

I will not lose focus and at the end of it, i do hope to be able to

blog a happy post telling u guys that i've managed to cross-over.

It will be hard, no doubt...it will be trying.....

i will lose faith, i might even lose focus, but...my parents, brother...

and friends...all have faith in me, so why should i have none in myself?

*

True,

i seek the glory, i seek the achievement and i seek the right to brag about the fact

that i earned my spot in OCS through sheer pain and dedication.

But i also seek the right to make my parents proud.

Papa, mummy, kor kor.

I will not let you all down.

Papa, i will do my best to make you proud, i will not give up and i will

make sure i'll fullfill your aspirations for me.

Mummy, thank you for always being there for me, you were the first to comfort me

when i knew my posting. U dried my heart-tears and gave me the

initial will to push on for what i want, i will make you proud.

Kor kor, i will make sure u won't be the only one in the Phua household

to wear Apulets.....i will wear them alongside you.

=)

*

To everyone, my battle begins tomorrow.

My battle against self-belief, self-confidence and my own physical limits.

But i will try to overcoem them.

To those who have failed in their goals,

Dun lose hope, no matter how dire it is.

The light at the end of the tunnel will always be the brightest.
*

With Pride we lead.

ONWARD CHARGE!!!



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