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.:Saturday, December 25, 2004:.

Well, i have tried my best and given my all to you

this Christmas.

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The expected outcome came true and i went home a broken-hearted

guy on a lonesome Christmas night.

*

For those of my friends, it will be no doubt to you all

that i loved my ex-gf very much.

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But it is ok, for i have accomplished what i wanted to say,

what i wanted to do.

Albeit in a fashion that i didn't really like.

But i know i've done my best, hence i leave Singapore for Tekong

with a peace of mind and heart.

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I'm ready to love again as i see the futility in holding on to her.

It is never going back to how it was and at least not in the near future,

it won't.

Oh well, this Christmas has been a rather lacklustre and horrid one for me,

but it is ok, Christmas is a constant event,

i believe next year will be better and more meaningful.

=)

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Merry Christmas everyone. =)

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Been listening to Christmas songs to cheer myself up.

You all should too.. =)

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I will not deny i miss her, but this time, it is only for me to know.

Oh frig, why must a perfect relationship end up like that?

Such is the paradox of life.



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