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Today started out pretty normal.
Rather cool morning, nice breeze, nice clouds
Woke up from a wonderful dream.
=)
But will not choose to reveal it or discuss it here.
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School was normal, did surprisingly well for Chem
and got a B for maths
only to get it pulled down to a D
because of an abysmally abysmal P2.
Its ok, its all part of the learning process.
Will not go ranting about how carelessly stupid i was.
Or how i could have managed to get a B if not for my idiocracy.
This will only spur me on to do better.
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GP was interesting, engaged with Mrs Loke about the
lowering of moral standards in society today
About how teens are becoming increasingly promiscuous.
No doubt, that is true.
But one point of hers struck me.
She mentioned, about
where do we draw the line about Pre-marital Sex.
Is it morally and ethically correct
if the person you happen to have intercourse with before marriage,
is indeed your one true love.
AND not to mention, the person you'll marry in the end?
Is there any wrong in this?
It is stated in the bible that, when Man and Woman engage in intercourse,
they become one.
The Man has right over the woman as much as the woman has right over the man.
Now i'm not saying that it is definitely correct to have PMS with your
BF/GF if you are confident of marrying them,
but really, it is about the notion of whether can society accept
the fact that sometimes, people really do engage in PMS
out of true love?
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So often we hear of people saying that "Ah, that guy is in for the sex only"
But what if, the question that should be asked is,
"This guy truly loves his girl"
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Before i carry on, please bear in mind that i'm merely,
reflecting on what is being discussed during GP
and is in no way connected to my real life.
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So often, people always think that PMS is out of thrills, fun and enjoyment
But have people ever stopped and think that,
maybe, it is done out of love?
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It is often quoted that "love breaks/transcends all boundaries"
so if thats the case, why should marriage be a boundary?
Must Sex be practised only after marriage?
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True, this notion will bear no ground, if sex is committed out of
Promiscuity.
but what i'm talking about here is, LOVE.
This is when, two individuals feel right for eachother,
and have made a ready commitment for eachother.
Which brings me to the next point.
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Why is it that society often stereotype people under the age of 20
to not be able to understand love?
Can it not be that two people ARE in love and they ARE made for eachother?
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So my bone of contention here is,
should PMS be allowed, if true love is involved,
not for the thrill of it, or the fun of it.
Just simply, because love between two people
Exists in its purest of form and essence.
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Anyways, after school, headed straight down to WRL
did 2 Bio mock papers.
Mentally taxing papers. Challenging questions and tones of application
But it gave my mind a good workout.
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Left at around 8 plus with the intention to catch a movie.
But the earliest screening for White Chicks was 10pm.
Contemplated for a moment.
And decided to buy the tickets.
So there i was, in Cine Causeway, alone
with my schoolbag and in my uniform.
sitting by one of those stools.
Glarring up at the mega screen.
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i must have watch the entire screenings 2-3 times over.
Started thinking about the As, and Beatrice.
Truth be told,
i broke down inside.
I was tearing and my heart was being torn to shreds.
But i shook myself up.
And whipped out a June 03 Bio paper.
And did about 3/4 of it.
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White chicks was interesting.
Nice show, full of slapstick humor.
Was well worth my $8.50
Left the cinema feeling slightly better.
But, was still thinking about what i was thinking before.
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Sometimes life is just not fair at all.
The person you love the most, has to be the one that breaks your heart.
But it is all part of growing up, and experiences we glean
the lessons we learn now, will be lessons we teach our young.
The experiences we learn now,
becomes knowledge for us in future.
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But once again, truth be told.
I will like to fall in love with her all over again.
If even for a day, just so much as to be able to hug her
and tell her one last time, how much she means to me.
If i should leave the world the very next day,
i will leave with a smiling face and a tear in my eye.
I will Die in peace.
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Though i constantly tell myself to stop mentioning about her in my blog,
i still have to,
because a blog is about
letting people read about what is important to us in our lives,
and yes, she is important.
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And i do not deny this, that even if you have stopped loving me,
stopped caring for me,
to me, i have come to terms with that.
But eitherway, even if i should ever find a new partner one day,
who may or may not love me as much as you once did,
you will always have a special place
right here *points to heart*
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Take care my dear friends.
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