Sometimes, i wonder to myself.
Why is there such a thing known as "Love" in this world.
It is meant to offset hatred? to create an equilibrium>
Or is it just a notion made up by people
who have nothing more than time on their hands
Why do we choose to love when in the end,
we know it will end in heartbreak.
Why cloud our eyes, only to unveil it to the blidning light
when it is over.
Why straddle our hearts, only to prepare it for an arrow to penetrate
once the love is gone.
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Maybe just maybe, love was never meant to exist.
Since it causes heartbreak at the end.
And its human nature to avoid things which hurts them.
Now, i'm not stereotyping "love"
Love exists in many different incarnations,
Friendship love, Couple love, Parental love, etc.
But if you examine, the end result of love is always,
Heartache and pain.
Couple love always ends with a tear.
So what if the couple is togetehr for the rest of their lives
Still, one of them has to leave the world someday.
And even if they are not together for eternity, it almost definitely
ends with a tear.
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So now i'm inclined to question God's words. (I'm not an anti-establishment fervent)
Because stated in the bible. 1Cr 13:13 ,
"All there remain then, faith, hope, love; but the greatest of these is
love."
Why love? Why not faith or hope? Are they not better than love?
At least, it gives inspiration. Love, its like a facade, meant to make one feel
good about themselves.
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Love takes very extreme sides, the greatest feeling in the world is when
you love and are loved in return.
Yet, the worst feeling is to love and not be loved in return.
So why this paradox?
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Is Love the single biggest risk we humans have to undertake?
Since we stand to gain alot from it, yet lose ourselves in the process.
We lose OURSELVES. We lose our focus on life.
We lose our sanity. We lose our freedom.
But why do people still love? Why?
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The often used phrase sums up my little notion rather aptly.
"Love starts with a smile, begins with a kiss and ends with a tear."
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Though i admit i am a hopeless romantic who believes fully in the power of love.
No doubt the feeling we feel when we love is, nothing short of heaven.
But the feeling when you lose it, likewise, is nothign short of hell.
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Oh wells. Urgh. Whatever man.
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Maths 9233 was surprisingly easy and do-able. If i do not screw up my Stats paper
Hopefully at least 90%, then i'm sure for an A.
Cause the lowest probable range for my P1 is arounf 65,
Which puts me in B, almost in sync with an A.
Just need that added nudge to push me up higher.
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Chem was erm.
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Kinda exagerated, but yea...frig, some questions like never see before.
S paper questions as well.. S PAPER QUESTIONS.
CJ Chem dept want to show off to other schs can lah, but eh, please,
don't shoot us in the back because of it.
Lol.
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Damned! This guy friend of mine...uh...not that i know him that well,
just asked if i am a Gay.
FRIG LAH. DO I LOOK GAY TO YOU.
I may hang out with guy friends, but that DOES NOT MAKE ME A GAY.
Loke is my Brother, not some "Team Guido" ok.
*PZZZZZZZZZ*
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Ok tried Vongole with white wine sauce yesterday.
Recommended by Hui Shan. She knows her Pasta Ok.
New PastaM outlet at TP, i project myself eating thre very often fromnow on.
=P
Some pics taken yesterday.
Pastamania Toa Payoh. Whee~
The remnants of a delightful lunch.
Des and his plate of Marinara. Yum
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Some more Army poster parodies. =P
Wahaha, eye power. *PZZZ*
Not that funny though.
Haha! My favourite!
K, thats all.
Gonna go WRL to mug mug mug liao.
Bye people!
I love you.
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