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.:Sunday, September 05, 2004:.
I hate you.

I hate you for leaving me for your friends.

I hate you for disregarding 2 and a half years of commitment.

I hate you for ignoring the past we once had and shared.

I hate you for shattering my dreams i built with you.

I hate you for forgetting that i ever existed.

I hate you for everything that you did to me.

But

Why is it that i still

Cry for you in the night

Wish for you to remember me

Hold you dear in my heart

See your presence in my life

See you walking in places we've been before






Miss you everyday and night





Think of you relentlessly





Hate myself for hating you.






Perhaps, just perhaps,




I am still madly in love with you and cannot let go.
















Like you'll care. You don't even think about me.











But i still love you deep down


Alan gagged and reeled at 1:32 PM
 
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