Changed my song to Hoobastank's "The reason"

Tells of a guy who is about to break up with his girlfriend

and how it hurts him so to do it.

Yet, he still loves his girl. And is sorry for all the hurt he caused her

Bittersweet. Hmm

"I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away"

*

It rained terribly today

Windows were whitewashed by the rain.

Strong winds,

Meassaged her to take care....and guess the reply.

"ok"

Sigh. Funny how a love so strong could have degraded itself to such a low level

Saddening, the more i think about it.


The rain pelted down the earth like an ominous cloud of white.


Another view.

Somehow, the weather reflected my mood.

Poignant, sad, ominous.

Damn. I hate to be alone.

*

Tomorrow Bio Option paper. I cannot screw up.

But its hard,

Human repro and plant repro are 5 chapters (maybe more) squeezed into one.

Just pray for the best.

Let the Lord pull me through this.

Hebrews 13:5-6

".......for He has said, 'I will not give you up nor desert you'," so that we may

say boldly, 'The Lord is my Sheperd, i will not fear.' "

Please

I beg you.