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.:Sunday, August 08, 2004:.
why, does my heart still ache for you

Why did you leave me just when you became prettier

I had faith in your looks, i never loved you any less because of how you looked then.

But why,

leave me when you felt prettier,

leave me when you became the girl of my dreams.

Am i no longer good enough for you?

Am i no longer the guy you had always wished for?

my heart still hurts deeply when i see your pictures

Why did you leave me behind. Why did you change and forsake me.

ENOUGH

Alan, enough, its over.

She has forsaken you for her friends

i loved her deeply and swear to GOD, i did so with all my heart.

But still, why am i the one who cries alone.

Why am i the one who hurts alone

Whay am i the one who still has the pain of a break up to bear.

Why am i the only one who has to feel the pain and live through it.

Why do i have to see your pictures everyday

Why do you no longer seem to care.

Why do you no longer seem to be the girl i knew 2 and a half years ago.

Why have i not moved on yet, when you already have at my expense?

Why am i still clinging on to you when you threw me away.

Why am i still hoping for you to return one day, but you don't seem to want it that way?

Why are you treating your other friends better than the way you treat me, a person you swore you loved for 2 yrs?

Why am i still thinking about you when i shouldn't?

WHY?

am i still in love with you?

WHY?

have you forsaken me?

WHY?

Please answer me .


Alan gagged and reeled at 2:03 AM
 
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