Everyone has been blogging.....but not me

I don't know why, but i do not feel like blogging anymore, perhaps, just perhaps, this blog will just be another of the 1 million +++ websites out there that have faded to obscurity. No Point talking about my life here, because why? It stinks Honestly it does.

My CTs sucked big time

Feel damn disgusted with myself, why didn't i concentrate harder? Why did i only manage to secure weak, infact VERY weak As? Damn it, i know i could have easily gotten at least 85 for chem, but what the heck, stupid absolutely crappy careless mistakes caused me my last perhaps only chance at appealing for a Chem S from Mr. Ong. I thought that with my reasonably good Chem results i may secure myself a chem S paper, but >NO........ t had to turn out like that, freak lah, i'm in no mood to talk about my shitty CT results. What the hell man, should i feel happy or sad? I don't know, i don't bother.

Tomorrow going Jerangkang, hope i will not arrive back to Singapore in a zippered body bag. _{Somehow i wish to be in one, don't know why, life seems pointless living already...lol....pessimism at work? maybe not, just a choice spinning out of control}

As usual, rumors have been circulating around the J2s about my alledged involvement with LHM, but let me make this very very clear that...



I knew my Bio results today and by far in my entire life of Biology, i have never ever gotten such crappy results before, now my pride in Bio is being jeopardised. I hate this feeling, why is it that i always do well for class tests, either topping it or getting second best, but whenever it comes to the exams, i always do badly. KNNBCCB. Feel very crapped up because of it. I pride myself in my bio, but how am i to continue priding myself in it when my results do not show for it??????



Anyways, i wanna give shout outs to a few friends of mine!

Aishah : My sista in CJ, thanks for showing so much concern for me and spotting that i wasn't my usual self. Although i may say that i'm fine, i'm actually plagued by alot of problems. Congrats on your CT results, i must say i take my hat off to you. =)

Philene aka Flea- my SC Vice-Presi : I found out that i can actually talk with you quite fine. As in, we can communicate lah Sorry about last year, was kinda uptight about everything, but i've decided to loosen the reins a little, so expect a more open and less uptight Alan. Lol. Do take care of that knee and back of yours, don't want to see you getting injured. Study hard for your As k? Don;t give up, you have a strong character that will definitely pull you through eveyrthing. And sometimes i do see you getting a little upset, if there is anything, you can sound it out to me. =)

LHM : Heyz, thanks for making me laugh with your lameness and crappy jokes. Do take care always. =) Drink more Soya Milk, don;'t always eat chilli because it is acidic and might aggravate your stomach.

Ping Cheun : I know this year is going to be tough, but i really don't like hearing you say that you've given up. I do not want you to give up so easily. You're damn smart one, but just lacking the confidence. You can do it! You were the frist person i sat with (apart from CS) and probably the first person i actually spoke to in t33 last year. You'll always remain a special friend to me not only because you've never failed to make me laugh with your funny potshots at everything that is happening but also touching my heart with your concern. Thanks pal. Take care k?

Yingkie : You ah, always make me lose concentration during lesson, thanks for always making me laugh too, helps me to relax. Although i only got to know you better this year only after sitting with you, i guess we can click quite well. It has been an absolute pleasure knowing you.

Desmond WCK : What can i say man, always there to challenge me and push my limits higher in both academic and physical sense, but Des, these competiotns, really do not matter to me at all. What i guess is the most important is that we're good friends and hope that we can go OCS and Chiong together. Take care

All my dear SC members : As i said during Mr. Tan's Gm, we're already running the final lap, very soon, the 29th COuncil will cease to exist on paper, but in my heart, i know that i've served in a band of unique individuals who have remained tirelessly commited to the name of the 29th CJCSC. As we'll soon be bowing out graciously and bringing in fresh blood, may i hope that we'll never forget the special blood that flows in all of us, that of the 29th CJC Student Council. We will conquer all obstacles together as one united front. Lets do it Councillors! Semper Paratus Sine Mora!

My dearest class 1T33'03 / 2T33'04 : Dearest classmates, we're all in this together, as we thread slowly towards the gates of the dreaded As, we must remain focused and united. I'm damn happy to see that we've bonded much stronger this year as compared to last year. I'm beginning to love this class even more now and i hope i will not cry when the day for us to finally part arrives. I will miss Chi Sheng's shrills, Lai Quinn's whines, Hong Yi's blurness, Hui Shan's scores, Ann's swoon over some guy and of course Mrs. J Lok's motherly lectures. Love you all.







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